My buddy the Juvenile Sharp Shinned Hawk dropped by again this morning. He seems to feel I got enough close up pictures yesterday, instead he posed today with his back to me as we both enjoyed the view of the mountains and clouds out back.
I’m sitting here this morning having my coffee and doing my morning prayers (I am Pagan and I bet I do more and more regular prayers and blessings than most Xtians) and being just filled up with inspiration and brilliant ideas. My problem has always been that I have far more great ideas than time to bring them to consummation. All these groups and web pages and blogs and lenses and prompts to help you find great ideas and here I have them pouring out of my ears at any given time. I should just sell ideas. If I could get an idea of how to do it. LOL.
I forget now who said it but someone recently said online that 1.9 million Americans are out of work – boy that is a lot of new blogs. And here sits this old blog that has moved around here and there and changed up a few times to the newest thing but basically been around since about 2000. Yeah, I’ve pretty much been out of work that long – although largely by choice of late. I’d like to think I’ve learned a thing or two in that time.
One thing I have definatley learned is how to work your ass off 12 hour days 7 days a week to make about $100 a month on the Internet. Not that I want to discourage anyone, but during the last ten years I’ve seen a whole lot of people claiming to be making zillions on the Internet come and go in a matter of months. So it kinda makes me think either they weren’t telling the truth, or maybe they just made their zillion and quit to go lay on the beach for the rest of their lives. Maybe that 1.9 million unemployed Americans are all unemployed by choice – they are laying on the beach soaking up the sun and spending their zillion. Ya think?
Maybe not.
One of my brilliant ideas this morning – that immediately sprouted a dozen branches – is that I ought to start blogging a bit about my experiences and what I’ve learned. Right – I know – every blogger on line is telling you how to be an SEO expert, a social media maven, a blogging millionaire. So I’m not going to tell you that – I’m just going to tell you what I’ve learned over time.
I wish I could say that you’ll see an SEO entry every Thursday or something, but right now my life isn’t that neatly scheduled. I am at the mercy of the scheduling requirements of three doctors, two labs, and counting upwards because of the hubby’s health situation. I may even have to go get a job, so he can quit, so we can get his disability. I guess if he wasn’t married they somehow expect him to live on air for a few months or years if he can’t work full time any more. He could work part time but his manager is too stupid to realize they could have their best cook part time for three or four more months – or full time for a couple more weeks before his health gives out. I love it – they know he has to have this and that day off for doctors to take care of his END STAGE renal disease and prepare for full time dialysis. So he calls in sick one day last week and they say “Why? What’s wrong with you?”
***LONG PAUSE***
Yes, I am keeping records for my wrongful death lawsuit when he finally passes out at work and falls into the fryer.
I thought about taking the usual route here on the Internet of making a lens or blog entry all about how sick my poor husband is and how financially fucked we are and oh please oh please buy a coloring book, just one coloring book, and save our ass. I know it would end up in the top 100 lenses at Squidoo and all that but – we really just aren’t that kind of people. Not that I am saying that’s bad, just it isn’t our way. We’ve been screwed since WorldCom turned out to be crooks – even before that really – and we have somehow managed to muddle along so far. And probably because of that sort of self sufficency, when we do beg for help, no one shows up to help. Fuck you – they seem to think – you made it this far. *shrug*
No sympathy for the devil 
LOL
How did I get off on all that? I am not well focused today. I did mention that this was one problem I DO have – a lack of focus? LOL. Right. Regularly scheduled blogging on the Internet business – not going to happen. But some blogging on the Internet business – going to happen. More musing, I think you are going to be seeing more of the old musing about life in general on this blog again. More WRITING. Yeah, I’ll work on that.
And because like every other blogger on the Internet, I’d love to be making a living at it, probably you’ll be seeing ads on the blog again. Even if what I am saying in my article is most of this stuff being advertised is total bullshit. LOL. Except the pixie’s tickets. Those are real and you do get a good concert for them – if you live in England. And actually, I’ll probably stick on ads for my other websites. Even if you are here to learn how to make a trickle of cash on the Internet, maybe you’d like to spend some of that trickle on downloadable coloring books for older children and adults. Hah – got it in there! 
But always – remember to stop and enjoy the view
